A beautiful morning, with cool breeze

today i wake up as usual, noticing tat the cold chilling breeze going into my room, the window was left open last night, no wonder it gives me a boner this morning. well, even its not freezing i will still have a boner each morning.

last night was beautiful since i owned the game. Dota. not much to do. done studying and kicked back and relax. i have a good night sleep. i dreamed of my girlfriend, she`s damn hot. i like her.

class in the morning, take a break in afternoon, and something bothers my mind.

my friend posted something about this guy deddycorbuzier. he is weird and as well retarded. i come to thought people who do watch his show and believe in his tricks are all retarded because its lame and its retarded people in west has done all the tricks and do it better and its just plain stupid with his mental reading. its plain stupid.

well my girlfriend fell sick. maybe i should take a good care of her now.

i lied

lying is an act to deviate a fact from truth, against nature of what is happening.

people tends to lie when its come to their personal interest, often to cover up their weakness, mistakes and always, their secret.

i have been a liar too, when i thought i`m happy with everything around me, i have always find that nothing is complete and there`re always something missing. i think that i`m happy. obviously a lie too.

all my life i found various kind of people and occasionally, people would lie to me and use me for their personal interest and it hurts.

being able to face a liar and became a liar myself, i got to finally understand why people lie;

people lie when they are afraid to face the truth, when everything seems wrong and whatever they do, nothing can make it rights.

people lie and they hurt people in a way they could not understand, its not important to whom the lies has been told, lying still hurt people however we try to make it seems not to hurt, but most importantly, they don`t just hurt people around them but themselves.